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Never wanted to be in such situation…
But here I’m…in a situation where,
I don’t know what I want and what I don’t…
Never wanted the things to go wrong…
But never did I try not to let them go wrong…
Can’t understand if it’s always me who is at fault,
Or is it just, that, you never got me right…
Never measured the words before I said...
But none of the said ones were a fib…
Why this heart always tries,
Tries to find an outlet for emotions…
Why can’t it be complacent?
Why can’t the words and feelings,
Flow as freely as the wind…
And I wonder how easy life would have been then...

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